Year of the Spider
Album - 13 maggio 2003 - Debaser id 61771

I don't love how you love
But please dont leave me here alone
I don't feel how you feel
Well it's my fault I'm bones
I don't die how you die
I can't just waste away
You keep changing your life
Everyday

If it burns I'll keep doing the same dream
If you fall I'll remember the same thing
I don't want your remedy

I don't fall how you fall
I wont hold on, you cant let go
Well it's pain that I feared
I made you take it slow
I don't cry how you cry
Theres nothing left in me
You keep changing my life
Everyday

If it burns I'll keep doing the same dream
If you fall I'll remember the same thing
I don't want your remedy
If it burns I'll keep doing the same dream
If you fall I'll remember the same thing
I don't want your remedy

I don't want...
I don't need...
I don't want...
Remedy

I don't want...
Remedy

If it burns I'll keep doing the same dream
If you fall I'll remember the same thing
I don't want your remedy
If it burns I'll keep doing the same dream
If you fall I'll remember the same thing
I don't want your remedy

I don't want...
I don't need...
I don't want...
Remedy

I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
But would she even care
I still remember when she looked at me
That frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere
I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will alway hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see

Suffocate, you suffocate
You lie (I don't lie)
You're fake (I'm not a freak)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

I could take every fucking game you play
Blow it all away
But would you even care
I could take all those lies you said to me
Never go away
Never dissapear
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see

Suffocate, you suffocate
You lie (I don't lie)
You're fake (I'm not a freak)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

Suffocate, you suffocate
You lie (I don't lie)
You're fake (I'm not a freak)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

Now I'm far away from you (You're always far away)
I'll never bring back yesterday (bring back yesterday)
You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you
I'll never bring back yesterday

Suffocate, you suffocate
You lie (I don't lie)
You're fake (I'm not a freak)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)

I always take
What I can

Wanna love ya
Wanna bug ya
Wanna squeeze ya
Stupid girl

Wanna touch ya
Wanna take ya
Wanna shut ya
Stupid girl

I can't take this
Born to break this

She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight
She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight

Stupid girl
Stupid girl

I'm a loner
I'm a loser
I'm a winner in my mind
I'm a bad one
I'm a good one
I'm a sick one with a smile

I can't take this
Born to break this

She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight?
She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight?
She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight?

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
Stupid girl
Stupid girl

Woah
Woah
Woah

She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight
She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight (what's wrong with my life tonight)
She's going away (she's going away)
What's wrong with my life tonight (what's wrong with my life tonight)

Stupid girl
Stupid girl
Stupid girl
Stupid girl

My mind takes you to where you need to be
Cure for your heartbreak to take away the pain
I could describe each mistake for you
Tattoo it on my tainted heart

But I won't ever tell the world
That I don't belong
Please don't ever tell the world
That I don't belong

That I don't belong

Can you still feel me
Or did I slip away
A sick man a monster
Broken still today
I can't explain what happens to me
Caught in the game I always start
I could describe each mistake for you
Tattoo it on my tainted heart

But I won't ever tell the world
That I don't belong
Please don't ever tell the world
That I don't belong

I won't ever change my ways
And I can't be strong
Whoa

That I don't belong

And it's my own shame
I can't break away

But I won't ever tell the world
That I don't belong
Please don't ever tell the world
That I don't belong

Well I won't ever change my ways
And I can't be strong
Please don't ever tell the world
That I don't belong

Whoa

That I don't belong
That I don't belong

There's a game life plays
Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I've planned

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

There's nothing left but wasted years

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
If I could take the sides
I'd derail every path I could
I'm about to die
Won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

There's nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years
There's nothing left but wasted years

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

Was it life I've betrayed
For the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
It's not easy to win
Did I drink too much
Could I dissapear
And there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

Whatever you became
Blame it on my fame
Always away from you
Sold my life for a song
Whatever you killed
The blood got on my face
See it took over you
And your minds nearly gone

And I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

Whatever you became
You blame it on blind faith
Can't turn away from you
What's my life if your gone
Whatever you feel
I take it on my stage
I sing to the world for you
And I'm always alone

And I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

I can see it all
You're so far away
I can't take this anymore
I can't live until I see your face
I can see it all
You're so far away
I can't take this anymore
I can't live until I see your face

And I can't change my ways
Sorry it's my fault
I wasn't there to see
Whatever you became
Whatever you became

Somethings gone away
You've taken this from me
Until I see your face
I'm slipping away

She was only seventeen,
and forced to blame it on herself,
as she hides away to tame the pain she feels,
She was thrown into a scene,
a drunken man without a will,
And the God that makes mistakes and still pretends,

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

She was only trying to breathe,
Her broken nails had sliced his skin,
As he bruised her face she fades away again,
When she came to at the scene,
A fevered will,
And a match in hand
As she watched the flame
She felt alive again

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

Can you feel

Can you feel

Can you feel

Can you feel

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

And I'll be strong
And I will sing
And I will take your pain away

Can you feel

Can you feel

Can you feel

Can you feel

When it rains I don't mind
Let me stand here all night
Did she take her own life
Let me know she's alright

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And every time it rains
Are the angels crying?

I'll stay strong, I'll be fine
Carry on with my life
I still stare at the sky
Pray for rain, all the time

Why'd you run? Did you hide?
Why'd you leave, no goodbye?
When the clouds take the sky
Does a storm give you life?

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And every time it rains
Are the angels crying?

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And every time it rains
All the angels cry for me

I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same
Be the same
Be the same

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And every time it rains
Are the angels crying?

And every time it rains
I feel her holding me
And every time it rains
Are the angels crying?

Thinking of the mess we made
You became a part of me
Thinking of the wish you made
To break free
Playing you like I can
Shoving it in your face
This doesn't break your heart
I'm the one to blame

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

Thinking that you might betray
My own private fantasy
I'm the only one that gives
What you need
Playing you like I can
Shoving it in your face
If this doesn't tear you apart
I'm the one to blame

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

Now you're gone
I feel betrayed
You can't blame me
You walked away
Now you're gone
You can't blame me
You walked away

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things

I can't breathe at all
And it hurts to think
That time could heal my wounds
Feeling I've been betrayed
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't sleep at all
Now you're gone away
I can't fake this anymore
Guess I could blame it all
On God's game
Or explain what my life's for

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

I will trade it all
For another day
Just to feel you and your warmth
But even pictures fade
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't see at all
Did you fly away
Did the stars shine bright for you
Guess I could blame it all
On God's game
It was fate that carried you

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

You always take away
Take away
Take away

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

Caught in a winters rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

And I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling

They change your faith
It's gone too far
They name the way you see
They think they'll change your life
And control your mind
They can't relate to real life

Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry

They trust the way they feel in their minds
It's time for us to scream
They think they'll change your life
And control your mind
They can't relate to real life

Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry

Kill the fucking music industry
Kill the fucking music industry
Kill the fucking music industry

Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry
Sick of all this monotony
Kill the fucking music industry

Kill the fucking music industry
Kill the fucking music industry
Kill the fucking music industry
Kill the fucking music industry