Secret Samadhi
Album - 18 febbraio 1997 - Debaser id 12758

let's go hang out in a mall, or a morgue,
a smorgasbord
let's go hang out in a church
we'll go find lurch
then we'll haul ass down through the abbey
is it money, is it fame,
what's in a name, shame?
is it money
is it fame
or were they always this lame?

it's a crazy, crazy mixed up town
it's the rattlesnake I fear
in another place, in another time
I'd be drivin' trucks my dear
dear, dear

let's go hang out in a bar
it's not too far
we'll take my car
we'll lay flowers at the grave of jesco white
the sinner's saint
the rack is full and so are we
of laughing gas and ennui

it's a crazy, crazy mixed up town
it's the rattlesnake I fear
in another place, in another time
I'd be drivin' trucks my dear
I'll be skinnin' hunted deer
deer

it was an evening i shared with the sun
to find out where we belong
from the earliest days
we were dancing in the shadows

more whine
cuz i got to have it
more skin
cuz i got to eat it

inside the outside, by the river, used to be so calm
used to be so sane
I rushed the lady's room
took the water from the toilet
washed her feet and blessed her name

more peace
such a dirty habit
slow down, we're too afraid

let me ride
let me ride
burn my eyes

it was an evening i shared with the sun
to find out where we belong
from the earliest days
we were dancing in the shadows

slow down, we're too afraid

let me ride
let me ride
burn my eyes
let me ride

people should not be afraid
we came to the earth to graze
no shortcuts to the face, this means you
a child gives you his shoes
.
people should not be afraid
we came to the earth to graze
if it slithers into the haze
it can't be true
a child gives you his shoes
.
in the early morning, cut her down
the pill, she needs your love
forget your mother and your father
they aren't important son
.
we came to the earth to graze
everyone's diggin' in
now there's no time to live
live
.
people should not be afraid
the artist does figure eights
but will it stand the test of time
or will it rot
like the mission that tried too hard
.
in the early morning, cut her down
the pill, she needs your love
forget your mother and your father
you'll fall apart inside

Everybody's here
Puke stinks like beer
This could be a city
This could be a graveyard
You stole my idea
You stole my idea

Everybody's anxious
For the coming of the crisis
The collapse of the justice
I can smell your armpits
You stole my idea
You stole my idea
You stole my idea
This puke stinks like beer

And everybody's here
So come on, come on, come on
Let's lay waste to this century

Come on, come on, come on
Return to nothing

Everybody's anxious
The crowd is all around us
The followers of Aldous
Are spinning with their mescaline
A man behind the altar screams
You stole my idea
You were my idea!
This puke stinks like beer

And everybody's here
So come on, come on, come on
Let's lay waste to this century

Come on, come on, come on
Return to nothing,
Help me

Come on, come on, come on
Let's lay waste to this century

On the edge of a kiss, smack on the lips
Dangled with tongue
On the edge of a peace
That can't stand low
And won't stand tall

Come on, come on, come on
Let's lay waste to this century

Come on, come on, come on
Return to nothing,
And help me

Come on, come on, come on
It's amazing what we can do with love
With some matches and gasoline, do with love!
It's amazing what we can do with love

Everybody has a ghost.
Everybody has a ghost who sings like you do.
Yours is not like mine.
Its alright, keep it up.

Boy looses rib in New Orleans.
He can't help eyein' up the whores
under the bridge.

Boy loses rib and lets a hellified
cry into the dark:
Where did I go wrong?

Where did I go wrong?
I never needed this before.
I need a woman
to help me feel.

Everybody has the dream.
Everybody has the dream like a world tattoo.
Yours is not like mine.
Its alright, keep it up.

The scalpel dives into the skin.
Good doctors never leave a scar.
No proof again.

I'll take the Myth,
you take the blood
Its all the same to the world dreamer.
Its all the same in the end.

Where did I go wrong?
I never needed this before.
I need a woman
to help me feel.

Everybody has a ghost.
Everybody has a ghost who sings like you.
Yours is not like mine,
Its alright, keep it up.

Boy loses rib in New Orleans
He trades some Ether for a chance
under the bridge.

Boy loses rib as he's summoned to the mud,
flat on his back,
cryin' where did I go wrong?!

Where did I go wrong?
I never needed this before.
I need a woman
to help me feel.

the baby's not screaming enough
the singer's not singing enough
ramana's not breathing, to us
behold the unsheathing, it's love

the blade is not ready to cut
it's dull from our thinking, it's rough

Free love is a word I can't linger too long in
"free love" was just another party
for the hippies to ruin

behold the unsheathing, it's love
behold the unsheathing, it's love

Free love is a knife through the jugular vein son
Free love, I can't afford to add up what you fucker are made of

My brother kicked his feet to sleep
My brother kicked his feet to sleep
My brother kicked his feet to sleep
And I sang the dirge song

My brother never missed a beat
My brother kicked his feet to sleep, sweet feet
My brother kicked his feet to sleep
And I sang the dirge song

Angel, don't you have some bagels in my oven?
Lady, don't you know a man when you see one?
Crazy lady with the shiny shoes, where are you?
Kick you feet and calm the space that makes
You hollow

Little swami's got his bowl to eat
Little swami always walks his beat, sweet feet
Little swami's got his bowl to eat
And I sing the dirge song

It's amazing how they come to see
The little swami with his bowl to eat, sweet feet
The little swami only wears a sheet
And won't sing the dirge song

Anal, tight-assed soldier with that dogged heart
Put down your gun
We are ready to explode, we gotta take it smart
And take it slow

I'll kill you in my dreams
I turn the other cheek during the day
I'll kill you all

The subculture of my dreams
is waiting for me to fall asleep
I know you're scared, you should be
I know you' re scared

hero
dreamer

This attic of my mind
these feelings I can't hide
I can't share
I feel alone, ah yeah
the subconcious keeps me here
I fell in love with a balladeer
I saw your tongue, it licked my heart
they called you queer

hero
dreamer
hero

They called you queer
they called you queer
they called you queer
they called you queer

If the mother goes to sleep with you
will you run and tell geraldo
If the mother bears your children without tears
without the usual costs of labor
if the mother goes to bed with you
will you run and tell the neighbors
will you hide behind that get up that you wear
or will take the first ear that comes into contact with your blade
like peter did on the hill

will you call her a freak?
will you call them freaks?

if the mother goes to bed with you
will you run and tell the papers
how she picked you from a line up in downtown philadelphia
with a cigarette hangin' out of your mouth and henry miller in your back pocket
you little fucker

if the mother goes to bed with you
in the bowels of the cathedral
will you render her asunder with what she really needs
or will you crash that beautiful silence with some talk about
finding yourself in your mother's arms

will you call her a freak
will you call them freaks
or will you call them gods
will you call them freaks

you know your sperm is weak
you never looked, so high
to ever find her so low
you did not have to go, that far
to show her you were holy

now you know they're gonna come for you
and drag your silly name into the mud
if the mother bears your children without tears
and without the usual cost of labor

Looks like america's dropped her load
she was ready to explode
I could not see her from up here
cuz she was lyin' in the road

my head's in the ground
I can't make a sound
my head's in the ground

Looks like america's dropped her load
she tried to call me on the telephone
"everything is fine, now the baby's here!"
she'll have to handle this one on her own

my head's in the ground
I can't make a sound
the priests were all stoned

california was in my mind
and love was a game that we played

my head's in the ground
I can't make a sound
the priests were all stoned
the fact that you moaned

my head's in the ground (repeat)