Lucidity

Things that I thought I had put far behind
Find the mind, connect to sever.
I felt deeply how my feelings combined,
That it's like they'll never sever.

In a way I started today
To weave garlands for the grave.
It will break me till my knees bend,
It will leave me with nothing in the end.

In a blatant mind my thoughts have entwined,
But if you feel the real they will divide.
From beyond within, the heart plays its part,
The real and fake forever sever.

It feels so dangerous,
I don't know where you are.
You can't control my every move
Although you try so hard.
Accept it, leave it,
Your wisdom doesn't make me wise.
Accept it, leave it,
Your tears don't make me cry.

Drifting apart,
Lay me to waste.
I know your fears,
I feel your pain.
Running away
Through a spinning maze,
Running away
To a safe escape.

No compliance,
Your boundaries suffocate,
My lungs are filled
With poison in your cage.
Bruises and stains,
No power left to stand.
You held me down,
Help me rise again.

It feels so dangerous,
I don't know where you are.
You can't control my every move
Although you try so hard.
Accept it, leave it,
Your wisdom doesn't make me wise.
Accept it, leave it,
Your tears don't make me cry.

No compliance,
Your boundaries suffocate,
My lungs are filled
With poison in your cage.
Bruises and stains,
No power left to stand.
You held me down,
Help me rise again.