Harmacy

So you think you’re in the middle of the ocean
Stranded on an island of your own
Or stuck in the top of a mountain
Either way you’re gonna say you’re all alone
And I hesitate to say that you’re a liar
I never tell the truth myself
But I tried to chase you down and I got tired
So I’m leaving you to you or someone else
‘Cuz you never wanna hook up in the middle
And I’d meet you there to talk if you would show
But you answer every question with a riddle
And refuse to even choose to let me go
It used to be I’d tell you all my secrets
Giving you the credit you deserve
I guess you didn’t care to lose or keep it
And we never quite connected from the first
And I wish I had a way to make it better
To rearrange the world and make you smile
But it’s dumb to even think I had that power
And we haven’t been that close in a while
And I don’t even wanna try to name it
Explain it for the one who couldn’t care
‘Cuz all that matters is the way you choose to frame it
And I hesitate to say that you’re a liar
I never tell the truth myself
But I tried to chase you down and I got tired
So I’m leaving you to you or someone else
‘Cuz you never wanna hook up in the middle
And I’d meet you there to talk if you would show
But you answer every question with a riddle
And refuse to even choose to let me go

If I’m right, sometimes I forget I might
Shallow as the brook out back
Bedtime stories that you can’t take back
Figure how to be a friend to you
God knows I want to
There’s a lot of girls in the world
That are nothing like you
There’s no need to condescend
Not knowing, careful to pretend
Give away your fucked-up friends
Tired news and damaged trends
Figure how to be a friend to you
God knows I want to
There’s a lot of girls in the world
That are nothing like you
If we play your games, won’t have time to play my games
Forget how to be myself, but now I’ve got it figured out
They’re nothing like you (X4)

Willing To Wait


when you see him again
tell him everything that you told me
tell him that i'm still your friend
and maybe you would like to see me again

i'm willing to wait my turn to be with you
but i still have a lot to learn about me
and no one's sure if we should be together

but oh, when i saw you again
a beautiful friend, she opened up her heart and let me in
no, i cannot lie to you
i'm still in love with you
and i only wanna be with you

so when you see him again
tell him everything that you told me
we're more than friends
and maybe we should start again
maybe you could love me again

cause oh, when i saw you again
a beautiful friend, she opened up her heart and let me in
no, i cannot lie to you
i'm still in love with you
and i only wanna be with you
i only wanna be with you

(Instrumental)

Is something missing in my touch?,
Like tension tugging at my smile,
If there's a right thing to say,
I'm sure I missed it by a mile,
Swallowed in some detail, heavy in my blood,
I wanna hold you close,
But i can't lift my arms up.

Is there a reason for this distance?
More than the drug that floats my days,
A nervous bug in my system,
Keeps me edgy and ashamed,
I've gotta say, never ever will forgive,
And never understood me,
But still tells me how to live,
It fits when i stretch,
And i stretch because i can.

I stretch until i'm sore,
And then i open up for more,
I do it out of habit not addiction,
And if i give it up, clean out my blood,
Will i still feel bored and disconnected?.

If i do it all for love,
Will i ever give enough?,
'Coz you can never be too pure or too connected,
You can never be too pure or too connected,
You can never be too pure.

I love sleeping, I love eating
When it’s boring, I love to fight
Anger, confusion, illusion, bullshit
Charmed the woman, drank the whisky
Just made history
Bullshit
I love you now