Prima di lasciare lo spazio ad una recensione "maschia" (ci proverò).. vorrei colmare una grave lacuna sempre nell'ambito delle quote rosa..
Da single quale sono, ammetto che fare le pulizie mi pesa altroché, tuttavia questa volta cercherò di prestare i massimi accorgimenti nello spolverare questo splendido oggetto d'arredamento d'interno. Eh sì, percepisco una grossa responsabilità nel trattare l'argomento poiché qui si parla del primo lavoro solista di Natalie Merchant, autrice-cantante e, diciamocela tutta, unica ragione d' essere di quel che furono i 10000 Maniacs.
Mi chiedo se si possa chiamare disco d'esordio, giacché la fanciulla fu penna e cuore dell'80% dei lavori dei Maniacs. Non me la sento proprio.. Più che altro mi soffermerei sul tanto atteso processo di sottrazione che da tempo Natalie desiderava attuare, processo che aveva veduto premature scintille in occasione della registrazione dell'mtv unplugged dei diecimilamaniaci nel 1993. Sono convinto, infatti, che Natalie non ne potesse più di quei dischi da giorno del ringraziamento: tacchini farcitissimi di qualsiasi stramberia: e di produzione e di arrangiamenti. Lavori assolutamente indigesti, come l'ultimo "Our time in Eden", molto pretenziosi ma assai dispersivi.
E' piuttosto naturale pensare quindi che, dopo aver mandato a gambe all'aria il progetto dei verdi anni, Natalie si volesse imporre un po' di dieta per poi ripresentarsi, a due anni dall'ultima esibizione in ensemble, imbronciata e low-fi con un lavoro davvero ispirato ed emozionante la cui chiave di interpretazione va ricercata nella foto all'interno del booklet: un salotto, un cane sdraiato su un tappeto, un tipo che strimpella un'acustica, un altro che si gratta la testa e Natalie che gioca a Scarabeo (?) con l'a chitarrista.
Ma ritorno al processo di sottrazione di cui sopra, poiché qui tutto non torna. La teoria vorrebbe che troppa produzione appesantisca una canzone, e questo accadeva con gli ultimi maniacs. Di contro una produzione scarna riporta ad un confronto fresco ed immediato con la struttura. Della serie: il brano sta o non sta in piedi?!
Ecco con Natalie, le canzoni stanno sempre in piedi! Quand'anche ella si facesse accompagnare solo da un suonatore di citofoni siamo certi che avrebbe comunque un senso. Tuttavia è bene ricordare che la voce di Natalie rimane uno degli strumenti più rappresentativi dell'arte del dritto in fondo all'anima. Rimanerne pertanto in raccolto e solitario ascolto può essere esperienza sia magnifica che devastante.
Natalie questo lo sa benissimo, e nel preparare "Tigerlily" (1995) sceglie sì di riappropriarsi di molti "vuoti" ma concede, di grazia, anche diversi pieni. Davvero: l'intensità di alcuni pezzi, resa dall'essenzialità degli arrangiamenti, è davvero disarmante. "Beloved wife": storia al maschile sulla fine di un amore di una vita; "River": dedicata all'attore Phoenix; "I may know the word": bellissimo struggente pezzo di otto minuti; ed ancora "Cowboy romance", "Seven Years".
Se tutti i brani fossero stati di questo tenore, Tigerlily avrebbe necessitato del "parental advisor", poiché solo un cuore maturo può sopportare tali confronti. A stemperare quindi il clangore emozionale ecco inframmezzarsi alcuni brani più sobri: "Carnival", "Wonder" "Where i go", "Jealousy".
Il carattere "da appartamento" di questo disco si percepisce dalla scelta delle orchestrazioni: chitarre acustiche, piano, qualche percussione ed archi sparsi qua e là, dal booklet in carta riciclata, dalle foto in bianco e nero, dalla grafica spartana, dalla totale mancanza di qualsivoglia forma di supponenza (i testi sono tradotti in francese, tedesco e italiano!).
Ma la "pochezza" dei mezzi è inversamente proporzionale agli scuotimenti che genera. Un lavoro mirabile per un'artista che in futuro farà fatica, molta fatica a gestire questo grandioso potenziale lirico e comunicativo.
Elenco tracce testi samples e video
01 San Andreas Fault (03:58)
Go west
Paradise is there
You'll have all that you can eat
Of milk and honey over there
You'll be the brightest light
The world has ever seen
Sun-baked slender heroine
Of film and magazine
Go west
Paradise is there
You'll have all that you can eat
Of milk and honey over there
You'll be the brightest light
The world has ever seen
The dizzy height of a jet-set life
You could never dream
Your pale blue eyes
Strawberry hair
Lips so sweet
Skin so fair
You're future bright
Beyond compare
It's rags to riches
Over there
San Andreas Fault
Moved it's fingers
Through the ground
Earth divided
Plates collided
Such an awful sound
San Andreas Fault
Moved its fingers
Through the ground
Terra cotta shattered
And the walls came
Tumbling down
Oh promised land
Oh wicked ground
Build a dream
Tear it down
Oh promised land
What a wicked ground
Build a dream
Watch it all fall down
02 Wonder (04:27)
Doctors have come from distant cities just to see me
Stand over my bed disbelieving what they're seeing
They say I must be one of the wonders of God's own creation
And as far as they see they can offer no explanation
Newspapers ask intimate questions want confessions
They reach into my head to steal the glory of my story
I believe Fate smiled and Destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love with patience and with faith
She'll make her way
People see me I'm a challenge to your balance
I'm over your heads how I confound you and astound you to know
I must be one of the wonders of God's own creation
And as far as you see you can offer me no explanation
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
03 Beloved Wife (05:02)
You were the love
for certain of my life
you were simply my beloved wife
I don't know for certain
how I'll live my life
now alone without my beloved wife
my beloved wife
I can't believe
I've lost the very best of me
you were the love
for certain of my life
you were simply my beloved wife
I don't know for certain
how I'll live my life
now alone without my beloved wife
my beloved wife
I can't believe
I've lost the very best of me
you were the love
for certain of my life
for 50 years simply my beloved wife
with another love I'll never lye again
it's you I can't deny
it's you I can't defy
a depth so deep
into my grief
without my beloved soul
I renounce my life
as my right
now alone without my beloved wife
my beloved wife
my beloved wife
my love is gone she suffered long
in hours of pain
my love is gone
now my suffering begins
my love is gone
would it be wrong if I should
surrender all the joy in my life
go with her tonight?
my love is gone she suffered long
in hours of pain
my love is gone
would it be wrong if I should
just turn my face away from the light
go with her tonight?
04 River (05:32)
Young and strong Hollywood son
in the early morning light
this star fell down
on Sunset Boulevard
young and strong beautiful one
we embraced so close
is gone
was torn away
let the youth of America mourn
include him in their prayers
let his image linger on
repeat it everywhere
with candles, with flowers
he was one of ours
one of ours
why don't you let him be?
he's gone
we know
give his mother and his father peace
your vulture's candor
your casual slander
you murder his memory
he's gone
we know
it's nothing but a tragedy
lay to rest your soul and body
lay beside your name
lay to rest your rage
your hunger and amazing grace
with candles, with flowers
you were one of ours
one of ours
I saw cameras expose your life
I heard rumors explode with lies
I saw children in tears
cry and crowd around the sight
of where you had collapsed that day
where your last breath and word
had been sighed
where your heart had burst
where you had died
I saw how they were lost in grieving
all half believing you were gone
the loss and pain of it
crime and shame of it
you were gone
it was such a nightmare raving,
"how could we save him from himself?"
05 Carnival (05:59)
Well I've walked these streets
A virtual stage it seemed to me
Makeup on their faces
Actors took their places next to me
Well I've walked these streets
In a carnival of sights to see
All the cheap thrill seekers
The vendors and the dealers they crowded around me
Have I been blind
Have I been lost inside myself and my own mind
Hypnotized mesmerized by what my eyes have seen
Well I've walked these streets
In a spectacle of wealth and poverty
In the diamond market
The scarlet welcome carpet that they just rolled out for me
And I've walked these streets
In the madhouse asylum they can be
Where a wild eyed misfit prophet on a traffic island stopped
And he raved of saving me
Have I been blind
Have I been lost inside myself and my own mind
Hypnotized mesmerized by what my eyes have seen
Have I been wrong
Have I been wise to shut my eyes and play along
Hypnotized paralyzed by what my eyes have found
By what my eyes have seen
What they have seen
Have I been blind
Have I been lost have I been wrong
Have I been wise have I been strong
Have I been hypnotized mesmerized
By what my eyes have found
In that great street carnival
In that carnival
06 I May Know the Word (08:08)
I may know the word but not say it I may know the truth but not face it I may hear a sound a whisper sacred and profound but turn my head indifferent I may know the word but not say it I may love the fruit but not taste it I may know the way to comfort and to soothe a worried face but fold my hands indifferent If I'm on my knees I'm begging now if I'm on my knees groping in the dark I'd be paying for deliverance from the night into day but it's all grey here it's all grey to me I may know the word but not say it this may be the time but I might waste it this may be the hour something move me someone prove me wrong before the night comes with indifference if I'm on my knees I'm begging now if I'm on my knees groping in the dark I'd be praying for deliverance from the night into the day but it's all grey here but it's all grey to me I recognize the walls inside me I recognize them all I've paced between them chasing demons down until they fall in fitful sleep enough to keep their strength enough to crawl into my head with tangled threads they riddle me to solve again and again and again
07 The Letter (02:12)
If I ever write this letter
The pages I could write
But I don't know where to send it
You have vanished
Heaven knows where you live
Heaven only knows
If I ever write this letter
Bitter words it would contain
Just an unrequited lover
Wishing she had never
Spoken your name
Had never known your name
But if I ever write this letter
The truth it would reveal
Knowing you brought me pleasure
How I'll often treasure
Moments that we knew
The precious
The few
08 Cowboy Romance (04:39)
It's a Saturday afternoon romance
Between a cowboy and a fool
A druken meet up
In a crude saloon
A poor Rocky Mountain town
He's a scoundrel
And she's no pearl
Together they are two lovers cruel
Got her balanced on his knee
He knows exactly what to say
"You ain't been born
'till you get out of town
And honey,
You might come with me"
"If you do...
Spare the innocent ones
I'll take you with me
Together we will be drifters free"
Got her tangled in his arms
She's a lusting, trusting fool
"No man born can rule me
That I've swon
But stranger if you do
I'll belong to you"
"If you do...
Would you spare the innocent ones
Would you take me with you?
Can you love the land
And love me too?"
As he grows sober
Sees his love anew
In morning light so true
He gets on the move
On the move
09 Jealousy (02:41)
Oooh, jealousy
Oooh, jealousy
Is she fine
So well bred
The perfect girl
A social deb?
Is she the sort
You've always thought
Could make you
What you're not?
Oooh, jealousy
Oooh, jealousy
Is she bright
So well read
Are there novels
By her bed?
Is she the sort
That you've always said
Could satisfy
Your head?
(ahh, la, la, la, la)
jealousy
(La, la,la, la, la, la)
Oooh, jealousy
(La, la, la )
Oooh, my jealousy
Does she talk
The way I do
Is her voice reminding you
Of the promises
The little white lies too
Sometimes, tell me
While she's touching you
Just by mistake
Accidentally do you say my name?
10 Where I Go (04:00)
Climbing under a barbed wire fence by the railroad ties climbing over the old stone wall I am bound for the riverside well I go to the river to soothe my mind ponder over the crazy days of my life just sit and watch the river flow find a place on the riverbank where the green rushes grow see the wind in the willow tree in the branches hanging low well I go to the river to soothe my mind to ponder over the crazy days of my life watch the river flow ease my mind and my soul where I go well I will go to the river from time to time wander over these crazy days in my mind watch the river flow where the willow branches grow by the cool rolling waters moving gracefully and slow child it's lovely let the river take it all away the mad pace, the hurry the troubles, the worries just the river take them all away flow away
11 Seven Years (05:30)
How did I love you? There was no measuring
Far above this dirty world, far above everything
In your tower over it you were clean
So warm and insightful were you in my life
I was sure the rightful guardian of my life
Damn you betrayer how you lied
But for seven years you were loved and
I laid golden orchid crowns around your feet
And for seven years I bowed down
To touch the ground so holy your devotee
You were all that I could see
I've got my sight now, I see everything you hid
So don't you try to right now all the wrong you did
I might forget you but not forgive
And for seven years you were so revered
I made offerings of anything and everything I had
You were all I could see
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Di Luigi_96
"Maybe it’s time to fly, time to fly away", unendo tutte le sue precedenti esperienze musicali creando un brano familiare e ben bilanciato.
"Giving up everything, see the whole magnificent emptiness/Gave what I want for how it is, for the stone inside, for the bitterness, for the sweetness at the core of it".