Truth Is Currency

After
After all
We are the same as we always were
We cover and carry on
Like everything’s copasetic and
Courage we felt at all
Feels like failure overcome

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again

Sober we pulled it off
I'm clean and I'm cursed it's one in all
Forget the chemicals
Faking the sense of self and heart

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again

Wake up
Wake up

(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away
(I'm not ok) I'm falling flat on my face
Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight
(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again

I'm not awake
Feel again
I'm not ok

I can't deny it, I fucking like it
It brings the confidence and courage that I lost
I turn into it, it helps me through it
I lie awake and contemplate it all
You can't break me
Taking hold
Of it all
I've finally come straight down
I can't dent it I lie and loathe (loathe)
I know I hate you, I can't escape you
You bring the emptiness and nothing I've become
I can't resist it, I wouldn't miss it
It's finally coming out of the darkness and the cold
Loathe, loathe, you fucking loathe, you fucking loathe
Loathe, you fucking loathe, you fucking loathe