From Them, Through Us, to You
Album - 2007 - Debaser id 387536

My hands shake cuz today,
I know you're gonna break my heart and,
My life without you in it
Is a life not worth living.
I'll be strong but I wish I was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Here I stand (Here I stand)
All alone, (Here I stand)
Tonight (Here I stand)
And I wish I was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here I stand)
In my life, (Here I stand)
I wish I was anyone but me.

So I'll start to pretend I'm OK
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
The one thing is crystal clear
That I'm the one wishing I was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Here I stand (Here I stand)
All alone, (Here I stand)
Tonight (Here I stand)
And I wish I was strong enough to breathe (Here I stand)
Without you, (Here I stand)
In my life, (Here I stand)
I wish I was anyone but me.

(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)

Inside I start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)
And I'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?)
So I guess I'll bleed in silence. (In silence)
I guess I'll bleed in silence.

Here I stand (Here I stand)
All alone, (Here I stand)
Tonight (Here I stand)
And I wish I was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here I stand)
In my life, (Here I stand)
I wish I was anyone but me.

Here I stand (Here I stand)
All alone, (Here I stand)
Tonight (Here I stand)
And I wish I was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here I stand)
In my life, (Here I stand)
I wish I was anyone but me.

I remember our first kiss
The butterflies, I know you felt them too
I can still taste your lips
That night I wrapped up all my love in you
But deep inside I always knew
The sadness around you was deadly
I must hate myself
'Cause I also knew one day you'll destroy me

But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)
Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)

I remember our first fight
Your skeletons were all up over you
I can still taste that night
When you told me you'd been beat up and abused
You'd hide it all
Bruised mouths don't talk
It's not your fault
It was never your fault
It's an evil world for an innocent girl
It's not your fault
It was never your fault

But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)


Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)
I'm going to try to be okay
(But I need you to know)
Wherever you are now
(That here you were adored)

You were always great at running away
But you said forever
You promised forever
I forgive you
I've forgiven you
And now I just miss you
I'll always remember you

Go!

Oh, sleep in peace

But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)
Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)
I'm going to try to be okay
(But I need you to know)
Wherever you are now
(That here you were adored)

It's late at night, the world's asleep
And I'm trying not to think
I take some pills, 'cause my mind bleeds
I'm thinking what is wrong with me
Because the only thing I know, about honesty
Is every lie I told, that you believed

I'm afraid, to be alone
I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's the flame in the house of cards

Now I can't look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just can't 'cause

I'm afraid, to be alone
I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's the flame in the house of cards

It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cause I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Or is this me?
No

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's the flame in the house of cards

You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed

The way you dance turns me on but you know that I'm spoken for..
It's the way the sweat drips off your chest when you know that I'm wanting more.
The lust, the sex, the heat this sweat and nothing else matters
but you and me without your dress.. I already forgot her.

You, you have no idea what you do to me and you have no idea what you're doing to me Pandora..
I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart and I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms
but I know that I'll regret what I did and I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away.

The girl I love sits at home and I know that she's lonely
but I'm watching you take off your clothes you're the star of this moment.
The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate is hanging in the balance.

You, you have no idea what you do to me and you don't even know care what she means to me Pandora.
I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart and I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms
but I know that I'll regret what I did. I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away.

And by the time that I come home she's already sleeping,
sit on the bed take off my clothes, my nerves are shaking.
The lust, the sex,the heat, this sweat.. Your body is quaking.
The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate against this temptress.. I'm a shame.

i'll take your crystal ball
and make this crystal clear, that i won't stand back
and i won't drown right here
i'll never wait
i'll make a million mistakes
but to be content is to be a disgrace

they crawl in your head
they dig in your bones if you let them, they won't let go
they have no hope
they have no soul if you let them then they'll take yours

you think it feels better on the other side
cause their grass is green and your grass is diseased
every day drowns in lethargy but to be content is to burn way

they crawl in your head
they dig in your bones if you let them, they won't let go
they have no hope
they have no soul if you let them then they'll take yours

when you die you want the world to remember you for who you really are
and when you die you want to love yourself cause you'll be all alone

they crawl in your head
they dig in your bones if you let them, they won't let go
they have no hope
they have no soul if you let them then they'll take yours
they crawl in your head
don't fear the unknown, cause you'll let the unknown take control
so let yourself go, and let yourself grow don't you let 'em dig you a hole