One Part Lullaby

Catching butterflies
Line drives, watching TV
I had seven good years till I noticed
They were looking at me
I didn't like what they see

Trapped in the back seat
Stay on your side
My hand out the window
Feeling the air rush by
While my parents fight

Where did you go?
Did I make you leave?
Another thing I didn't know
Nobody ever believes
They just leave

They just leave
And they'll see you
On their own sweet time
They just leave

I didn't leave my room
Till I learned how to drive
I was sweet seventeen
Fighting with the back of my mind
Till the wheel was all mine

Free to go, but still to young to leave
Old enough to think I know
That nobody ever believes
They just leave, they just leave

My plane landed, I'm alive
I'm not fighting with the things
I never thought I'd do to survive
Now we've finally arrived

Now I know, more than I've ever believed
You could never let me know
You were just as young as me
You had to leave, you had to leave

Made it all up girl
Out of anger, out of passion

Turn yourself away
Make me lonely, love we only
Need a place to hide
Out of anger, out of love

Time crawls
There's like beyond the castle walls
Go, leave
I said I didn't mind
Did I believe it?
This time in my kingdom of lies
I'm alone

Turn the lights up girl
Turn your anger to conviction
All my shadows fade
They made me lonely
Lies that only
Turned your heart away
Out of anger, out of love

Time crawls
There's life outside these city walls
Go, leave
I said I didn't mind, did I believe it?
This time in my kingdom of lies,
I'm alone

Time crawls