Voliminal: Inside the Nine
Live - 5 dicembre 2006 - Debaser id 376098

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality
Is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends it works its way inside
If the pain goes on I'm not gonna make it

All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got!
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!
All I've got
All I've gone is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

She seemed dressed in all of me,
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain,
Leaped through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do,
Don't know what to do
When She Makes Me Sad

She is everything to me,
That unrequited dream
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable

She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me Sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me


A catch in my throat,
Choke
Torn into pieces,
I won't
NO!,
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me,
I won't let this build up inside of me,
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(wont let this build up inside of me)
I wont let this build up inside of me
(wont let this build up inside of me)

Won't let this build up inside of me, Won't let this build up inside me
(She isn't real)
Won't let this build up inside of me,
(I cant make her real)
Won't let this build up inside of me,
(She isn't real)
Won't let this build up inside of me,
(I can't make her real)
Won't let this build up inside of me.

Go!

Stapled shut - Inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight - Bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic - Closing in and I'm
Catastrophic - Not again
I'm smeared across the page - And doused in gasoline
I'll wear you like a stain - Yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurections
I've got no time to lose, I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Frey the strings
Throw the shapes
Hold your breath
Listen

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I'm ripped across the ditch - And settled in the dirt and I
Wear you like a stitch - Yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
Listen

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

My end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road and my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,uuuuuhhhhh
uuuuuhhhhh.