Too Bad You're Beautiful
Album - 14 agosto 2001 - Debaser id 35196

The end result of...so many meetings
At late night diners with no one eating
We sit in corners and we sip burnt coffee
We count the tiles upon the ceiling

Skip this pretense and cut straight to dying
Don't beg me to keep your eyes from cryin'
You...said...so much
Without...ever parting...your lips

It's past three AM and I'm still far from...sleep
And this is a habit that I can't break
And my only company
I'm skippin' stones

And the street lights flicker like this
Match in my hand
The street lights flicker like this
Match in my hand

And the street lights flicker like this
Match in my hand
Beggin' to strike
Beggin' to strike

And I keep repeating, but
This payphone tele is stopped receivin'
Flat out of change now
I'm sure you won't accept the charges

It's all the same cause by the morning, I'll be
Half-way to...Colorado or some place like that
You...said...so much
Without...ever parting...your lips

It's past three AM and I'm still far from...sleep
And this is a habit that I can't break
And my only company
Is skippin' stones down a dark, suburban street

She keeps on asking, "Do you think it hurts
Much to die?"
"Well, it's hurting so much more to stay alive now."
She's gonna find out how much it hurts to die...

She laced her perfume up with death
I feel it in my lungs
So I'll pull in the deepest breath
And drop my head

Every breath that I exhale is a sigh -
every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion.
[repeating throughout]
How sad - this is what your life has
been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been
painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your
knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its
strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock
at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really
don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up
again.

The sound
Of my breath
Flutters past your ear
Tearing down fear
Grasp your heart strings by their frayed ends
To choke down the feeling left inside
The sands of time
Slide down your cheek
In the form of
Liquified dreams
Each one stands for
More than the next

YOU-GIVE-YOUR-SELF
TO-ALL-BUT-YOU
TAKE-ALL-YOU-HAD
AND-GIVE-WHAT'S-LEFT
How could you have been so blind

The shallow waters that you come upon
show you how empty your life truly is
you look into the vast nothingness to see
something that is
not there

You try to discern
Where to go from here
You try to make sense
Of this confusion you have inside
And how you can get there
[This van is on a one way trip we'll rock it straight to hell our crue is motley and our theaters filled with pain]
Across The Creek[Across the creek]
And into your home [your home]
'Cause She don't want you[she don't want you]
Any other way
But by a force unkown
Deep inside you
Your veins tied in knots
Bind your blistering hands
To keep you in this world forsaken
As you leave your wilting sould behind

(you break my heart into a 1000 pieces and you say its because i deserve better?)

Emotionless grey skies
bleed somber dreams of sorrow
Blackened unseen heart
tears a virgins godlike innocence
from its palace
Paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds
Tears of misery stain scar filled minds

Hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories
Purity now embraced by sinful ideals why
Lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering eyes
Silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night
Alone in thought, shaking
Biting tongues of lead at unfit moments
Screaming disbelief with no faith in sight

(and her disgust has no borders, no limits to strive for,
she bends and breaks to rules set by the weak)

She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile
so grand she could stop all the world
Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, nothing to him, her screams just die out
As she cries out her voice dies out
As she cries out her voice dies out
Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands

(so beautiful, she cries, so beautiful)

Was it asked for?
Was it implied?
What could have been done?
Inside her mind dies.

Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul
Stand with me, by my side
Take my hand and lead the way
Out from the shadows and into the real world
Show me how to live a life owned by regret
My blood runs cold, lifeless in shame
Now is the time, to right the wrong
Inside my veins, poison words lie
Within a mind as guilty as yours
take what is left inside of me
I've no use for it
Stained with thoughts uncaring, open and let me in
(it spun my head when i thought you were talking to me,
i guess i'm just a fool for thinking your thinking of me,
and now, I press my fist to the pillows wishing it was your teeth)
Show your world, deceit
Let me live as you, Need not to feel
Emotions rain down
Drowned by innocence, thoughts escape me
Harsh words spit blindly and open paths of life
Take all that is me, a lifeless somber soul
Curse the day you wake as solace sets in
Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul
Stand with me, by my side
Take my hand, and lead the way
Out from the shadows and into my world
(My soul is not for you to own)
I will not live life to see your face anymore.

I felt you slip away
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you
Anger wells inside me
I see me, frowning, in your eyes
(i see the fear in you where noone should ever be,
i find myself striving to catch you from..
this will hurt me less and less everytime until i feel nothing)
I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone
Anger wells inside of me
I see me, frowning in your eyes
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back as i strive for you
(she said "its not that i dont love you anymore,
but it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place)
I put the fear in you where noone should ever be
Nothing to me
Everything to you
Nothing to me
Everything to you.