Nessuno me ne voglia se tento umilmente di dire la mia su uno dei lavori più conosciuti dei '90, date le numerose recensioni (positive!) ricevute dal prodotto del quartetto di Chicago, ma si tratta di un album che mi ha segnato profondamente. Lo prendo come un obbligo nei confonti dei "Pumpkins"!
Tanto per cominciare, è una raccolta di canzoni estremamente romantiche, legate al periodo nel quale sono state composte: una manna per i nostalgici come me! A parte gli scherzi, qua siamo di fronte ad una delle opere più sentite e viscerali mai prodotte, e questo viene senza dubbio prima della parte musicale. Chi ha almeno una ventina d'anni sul groppone saprà (almeno vagamente) cosa si intende per Generazione X, quindi non sprecherò la mia recensione per descrivere un fenomeno culturale sul quale si potrebbero riempire pagine intere; mi limiterò a dire che "Siamese Dream" potrebbe benissimo rappresentare un lascito di quella generazione affranta, arrabbiata e dannatamente romantica, l'ultima che ha usato in tutta la sua potenza espressiva il linguaggio universale della musica, l'ultima che aveva qualcosa da dire in proposito.
Qualcosa sulla parte musicale dell'album andrà pur detto, quindi lasciamo stare le introduzioni vintage e facciamo partire "Cherub Rock", aggressiva, distorta eppure così melodica, esempio lampante dell'approccio alla musica del leader Billy Corgan, approccio vicino a quello con una relazione amorosa, quindi disperato, bisognoso, dolce e, spesso, rabbioso: uno dei grandi cavalli di battaglia della non vastissima discografia dei Pumpkins. "Quiet" prosegue sul tema della rabbia come unica via d'uscita alla sofferenza, fino all'attacco, inconfondibile, di "Today", pezzo composto nei panni di un uomo deciso ormai a compiere l'estremo gesto, incapace di combattere un mondo ostile che si mostra indegno di accettare il suo desiderio di purezza, che lascia all'ascoltatore le sue impressioni sull'ultimo giorno che egli trascorrerà nel suo corpo sofferente. "Hummer" e "Rocket" sono ballate distorte, tuttavia in grado di sussurrare dolcemente all'orecchio dell'ascoltatore capace di aprirsi col cuore in mano. "Disarm" è un brano da classifica, abusatissimo da mtv, per chi scrive il pezzo più debole. La traccia numero 7 è invece una perla, la più disperata e rabbiosa dichiarazione d'amore mai fatta dallo straziato Corgan, delicata nei primi minuti, graffiante al suo culmine ed infine dolcissima, commovente, quasi un bisbiglio di amore e dolore nel finale, sfumato alla perfezione. "Smells like teen spirit" fu etichettata come inno generazionale dei "baby busters"; "Soma" meriterebbe altrettanto onore. "Geek USA" dal vivo, nel tardo 1993, era trascinante, così come "Mayonaise", trascinante però sul piano emotivo, un'altra ballata ferita del generazionale Billy. Il lato acustico delle Zucche lo troviamo in "Spaceboy", malinconico tributo affettivo per il fratellino del leader della band, mentre la tribale "Silverfuck" aggiunge altra energia ad un'opera certamente tonica. "Sweet sweet" rende al meglio di sé ascoltata su un prato nel mese di maggio, magari in compagnia di una ragazza/ragazzo importante, fino alla traccia di chiusura, "Luna" azzeccatissima, che sottolinea il messaggio di dolcezza presente in tutto l'album.
Album generazionale, "Siamese Dream" incarna al meglio lo stato d'animo dei giovani arrabbiati ed innamorati del decennio, e consegna all'ascoltatore non delle risposte, ma piuttosto una rabbiosa richiesta di senso che ancora oggi, seppure in modo meno straziato, rende i giovani distanti da ciò che li circonda.
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01 Cherub Rock (04:58)
Freak out and give in
Doesn't matter what you believe in
Stay cool
And be somebody's fool this year
'Cause they know who is righteous, what is bold
So I'm told...
Who wants honey
As long as theres some money
Who wants that honey?
Hipsters unite
Come align for the big fight to rock for you
But beware
All those angels with their wings glued on
'Cause deep down they are frightened and they're scared
If you don't stare
Who wants honey
As long as theres some money
Who wants that honey?
Let me out, Let me out
Let me out, Let me out
Tell me all of your secrets
Cannot help but believe this is true
Tell me all of your secrets
I know, I know, I know, should have listened when I was told
Who wants honey
As long as there is some money
Who wants that honey?
Let me out, Let me out
Let me out, Let me out
02 Quiet (03:41)
Quiet
I am sleeping
In here
We need a little hope
For years
I've been sleeping
Helpless
Couldn't tell a soul
Be ashamed
Of the mess you've made
My eyes never forget, you see
Behind me
Silent
Metal mercies
Castrate
Boys to the bone
Jesus
Are you listening?
Up there
To anyone at all
We are the fossils
The relics of our time
We mutilate the meanings
So they're easy to deny
Be ashamed
Of the mess you've made
My eyes never forget, you see
Behind me
Quiet
I am sleeping
Quiet
I am sleeping
Quiet
I don't trust you
I can't hear you
Be ashamed
Of the mess you've made
My eyes never forget, you see
Behind me
Behind me
The grace of falling snow
Cover up everything you know
Come save me from the awful sound
Of nothing
03 Today (03:19)
Today is the greatest day I've ever known.
Can't live for tomorrow, tomorrow's much too long.
I burn my eyes out before I get out.
I wanted more than life could ever grant me.
Bored by the chore of saving face.
Today is the greatest day I have ever known.
Can't wait for tomorrow, I might not have that long.
I'll tear my heart out before I get out.
Pink ribbon scars that never forget.
I tried so hard to cleanse these regrets.
My angel wings were bruised and restrained.
My belly stings.
Today is, today is, today is the greatest day that I have ever known.
I want to turn you on.
I want to turn you round.
I want to turn you on.
I want to turn you.
Today is the greatest,
Today is the greatest day,
Today is the greatest day that I have ever known.
04 Hummer (06:57)
Faith lies in the ways of sin
I chased the charmed but I don't want them anymore
And in their eyes I was alive, a fool's disguise
Take me away from you
Shame my tongue, fat with promise all along
When I woke up from that sleep, I was happier than I'd ever been
When you decide that your life is a prize
Renew and revive, It's alright honey
It's alright, yeah...
Happiness will make you wonder
Will I feel OK?
It scares the disenchanted
Far away...
Yeah I want something new
But what am I supposed to do about you
Yeah I love you, it's true...
Life's a bummer, when you're a hummer
Life's a drag...
{x2} Ask yourself a question, anyone but me
I ain't free
Do you feel... Love is real?
05 Rocket (04:06)
Bleed in your own light, dream of your own life.
I miss me, I miss everything I'll never be, and on, and on.
I torch my soul to show the world that I am pure.
Deep inside my heart, no more lies.
A crown of horns, an image formed deformed,
The mark I've born, a mark of scorn to you.
Consume my love, devour my hate, only powers my escape.
The moon is out, the stars invite, I think I'll leave tonight.
Soon I'll find myself alone to relax and fade away.
Do you know what's coming down, do you know I couldn't stay free?
I shall be free, I shall be free, I shall be free,
I shall be free, free, free of those voices inside me.
I shall be free.
I shall be free.
06 Disarm (03:17)
Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you
Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
07 Soma (06:39)
Nothing left to say,
And all I've left to do is run away from you
And she led me on, down with secrets I can't keep
Close your eyes and sleep, don't wait up for me
Hush now don't you speak... to me
Wrap my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame is you broken heart, heart, your heart
So now I'm all by myself as I've always felt
I'll betray my tears to anyone caught in our ruse of fools
One last kiss for me, yeah
One last kiss good night...
Didn't want to lose you once again, didn't want to be your friend
Fulfill a promise made of tin and crawled back to you
Now I'm all by myself as I've always felt
And I'll betray myself to anyone, lost, anyone but you...
So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me, yeah
Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
When god sleeps in bliss
And I'm all by myself, as I've always felt
And I'll betray myself to anyone...
08 Geek U.S.A. (05:13)
Lover, lover, let's pretend we're born as innocents,
Cast into the world with apple eyes.
To wish, wish dangerous, my dear delirious,
To try and leave the rest of us behind.
Shot full of diamonds and a million years,
The disappointed disappear as if they were never here.
Kiss, kiss all of this, the hiss that we had missed,
And understand what can't be understood.
Sear those thoughts of me, alone and unhappy.
I never liked me anyway.
If by chance or circumstance, we should fall, don't be too sad.
Shot full of diamonds and a million years,
The disappointed disappear like they were never here.
In a dream, we are connected.
Siamese twins at the wrist.
That's when I knew we had been forsaken, expelled from paradise.
I can't believe them when they say it's all right.
Words can't define what I feel inside.
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind,
I give in to my disease of my needs,
To my disease of my needs.
She really loves to break, her dad says it's okay.
She really loves to break, and give it all away.
Her mom says she's a flake, what more can she be?
She really needs to break, and give us all away.
She gave it all away,
She gave it all away,
She gave it all away,
We really love the U.S.A.
09 Mayonaise (05:49)
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it, doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow, June
We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows where our secrets go
I'll send my heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary, dream
I'm rumored to the the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils scream
And I fail, but when I can, I will
Try to understand that when I can, I will...
Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling ...so bad
But when I can, I will
Words defy the plans, but when I can I will
Fool enough to almost be it, cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this, always old, I always feel this
No more promise, no more sorrow, no longer will I follow
Can anybody hear you me? I just want to be... me
When I can, I will
Try to understand that when I can, I will
10 Spaceboy (04:28)
Feel it
Break your bones
Mr. Jones
Taste me
As I bleed
Taste my need
And spaceboy I've missed you
Spinning round my head
And any way you choose me
You'll break instead
Watch me
Death defy
Defile my life
I don't need
I don't care
Please
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
'cause when a lover aches
That's when a lover breaks
I want to go home
I want to go home
And spaceboy they'll kill me
Before I'm dead and gone
And any way you choose me
It won't be wrong
And any way you choose me
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
11 Silverfuck (08:43)
I hear your winter, I hear your rain.
I've failed your summer ways, and I feel no pain.
I hear what you want, and I feel that way.
I hear what you want, and I feel that way.
I hear you fade away, and I hear you crawl.
I gave my life away, and I feel no pain.
And I feel no pain, and I feel no pain,
And I feel your pain.
And she was my lover so sweet, and she was my angel.
And what I've recovered of me, I put into a box underneath my bed.
When you lie in your bed, and you lie to yourself.
When you lie in your bed, and you lie to yourself.
Lie, lie.
Bang bang, you're dead, hole in your head.
Bang bang, you're dead, hole in your head.
Bang bang, you're dead, hole in your head.
Bang bang, you're dead, hole in your head.
I hear what you want, and I feel that way.
I hear what you want, and I feel that way.
This take, don't give a fuck.
12 Sweet Sweet (01:38)
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet little agony
I don't know just where you've been
But I'll take, take, take all that you have for me
In sin, Where are we going?
And they all want you to change X2
And the sad, sad, sad, all the sad faces drown
In this town, where are we going?
And they all want you to change
Where are we going?
And they all want you to change
Where are we going?
13 Luna (03:20)
What moonsongs
Do you sing your babies?
What sunshine do you bring?
Who belongs?
Who decides who's crazy?
Who rights wrongs where others cling?
I'll sing for you
If you want me to
I'll give to you
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break
I go along
Just because I'm lazy
I go along to be with you
And those moonsongs
That you sing your babies
Will be the songs to see you through
I'll hear your song
If you want me to
I'll sing along
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
With you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
I'm
I'm so in love
I'm in love with you
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Altre recensioni
Di Asjklf
Semplicemente grandioso, ancora a distanza di dieci anni riesce a farmi emozionare quando lo ascolto.
Con questo disco le zucche hanno inventato un genere: il loro genere.
Di stargazer
"Un mix fottutamente appagante di melodia e rumore."
"'Siamese Dream' è lo zenit della carriera degli Smashing Pumpkins, sincero e umile."
Di STIPE
Billy Corgan, un genio e icona immortale del rock, riesce a trasmettere profonda rabbia e infinita dolcezza.
Un capolavoro eterno che a distanza di anni continua a emozionare con un sound originale e innovativo.
Di BIG-MUFF
Disco piuttosto mediocre... MMM MMM
Noia a quintali, testi strappati da un qualsiasi diario di una ragazzina di dodici anni... MMM MMM
Di silvershadow
la band capitanata da mr. Billy sforna il disco che, senza dubbio alcuno, ha cambiato la mia idea della musica.
Da quel lontano novantatre ne è passata di acqua sotto i ponti, ma io il fiume l'ho risalito.